Pain

There have been so many beautiful things about being in Taiwan, but through most of it my body -- my entire body, my whole physical self below the neck -- has been in inexplicable pain, which is kind of a slow torture, and I have used all of the Vicodin I brought even though it did not affect the pain in the slightest, and sometimes I cry, and I don't know what is wrong with this pain that started with my hands but is now everywhere.