Esmé Weijun Wang

Incorrigible aesthete. Language as backbone. Compassion through intimacy.

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Incorrigible aesthete. Language as backbone. Compassion through intimacy.

I'm a writer, a photographer, and a blogger. I believe in sharing as a form of stigma reduction, and write about my experiences with mental illness online, specifically my life with Schizoaffective Disorder.

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This morning, Chris and I were sitting at the farm table, each of us eating breakfast. He was talking about racehorses, trying to decide if the answer to some trivia question was Seabiscuit or not, it couldn't be Secretariat, or maybe it was vice versa. I reached my hand across the table. He kept talking, but he took my hand, and we each sat there for a few minutes as he talked. "I know who you are," I said.

"Who am I?"

"You're Chris. I believe you."

"And Daphne?"

"Daphne is Daphne. Yes, she is Daphne. And this..." I looked around. "I'm home. This is our house. I'm home."

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Hello. My name is Esmé, and I am a writer. (And a Gemini.)

But really, I'm a deep heartache made lyrical. A word-spined panther with shining eyes and a sleek silhouette. A fractured shaman.

I am amazing at loving deeply.

And I've devoted most of my life to sharing what it's like to have my kind of brain ailments with the ones who know, who understand -- as well as the ones who don't know, and are better because they do.

When you invite me into your life, you can expect to feel less alone. A joy at connection. Feeling beloved. And you'll probably be surprised and delighted by my silliness and goofy sense of humor. I like absurdity. I love to laugh so hard I cry.

My work matters because it alleviates the suffering caused by the fact that we are all separate human beings, in our separate bodies and minds.

I am here to remind you to please be kind. Because we all need love.

My question for you is: what is your great hurt?

In sum: I am not for the faint of heart. And neither are you, regardless of your wounds. Welcome.

this brief(ish) author bio was the result of playing with alexandra franzen's I AM worksheet, which you can download for free here, and which came from this post -- thanks, alx

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